Death is such a punishment that stays with us forever.. things are left incomplete, unsaid, unfelt, incomplete… And when it is sudden, unexpected one if left with many “what ifs”.
This is what happened with us as he left us all of a sudden… He used to say that “death of a loved one doesn’t see any age.. they should live forever… but he left us so early.. Leaving behind so many memories, all good.. so many relationships, all so close, so many tears, still flowing… He was a son, a husband, a father, a friend and a brother.. He was my brother, who I lovingly called “dada”.
I will share my stories of joys and sorrows, all the moments spent with him.. I will share my pain as I am still going through and I know it will be with me “until we meet again”.. I am writing as that’s what he wanted me to do.. Never imagined I will be doing it in his absence… I hope he likes it and gives me the strength to continue this journey without him… Strength is what he had, and lots of love for all…
I hope to be a pillar of strength for those who are left behind.. It is not easy and I don’t see it happening as of now.. but I need to stand, I need to stop crying, for that’s what he hated the most… I love my family just as he used to.. and that’s the reason I am sharing my journey with you.. All the people in grief, come, share your experiences. Because we understand the pain of losing part of our life… With your contribution, this blog will start generating fund which will go to his little children and their future…
I know you will ignore the mistakes and you will understand… as this is.. straight from my heart.. with tears in my eyes…
From a sister missing her brother forever…
There Were No Goodbyes... 